the beginning . 11.17.08

hmm. i think this is like my 5th blog. actually, 5th blog on blogger. livejournal, etc etc, i've had them all.

as a matter of fact (this is an overused cliched statement. i know.), i doubt this blog is going to be different than all my others. i mean, not including any horoscopes, or whatnot.
of course it'll be about me. :D and me! but. i think it's going to be inactive for another year because i pick it up again. hah. darn.

so, i think introductions are in place. i'm kathy. krystall. call me what you like. mono's fine too. i'm your average, maybe teen. i have boy problems (well, not really, considering the fact that i don't have much guy friends...), i have friend problems, homework, school, family, ohh, the list goes on.

i'd like to tell you i'm different from those stereotype girls, the girls that have it all, love and are popular with the guys, that go out, that have inner desires, i really do. but i'm afraid that's not true.

i have desires. i talk behind peoples' backs. i judge people. i like to put others down. i like to hurt others. now, that is my view on stereotype girls. yeah, the pretty ones with loads of makeup? i'm only physically different. i don't wear makeup much, i do have dyed hair, and i just don't act the same... on the outside.

that's right, i'm a wolf in sheep clothing. in fact, i've been living this way for faaarr too long. i've even forgotten how to think like kathy. that's not a good sign.

i have a best friend or more to talk to. but they have their own problems. oh, of course. typical. see, i'm so conceited it's not even funny. i think i'm the only one worth mentioning in this whooole entire world. mind you, this world is pretty darn big.

i think i'm going way off track. darn.

anyways, i think you can pretty much decipher my true self. i lie all the time i'm getting sick of it.

let's go on a trip.
from the beginning.